Okay, I was not so good at this blog thing after all. But, hopefully since school is out and my little sister is doing the diet blog thing with me, I will remember to blog!
So, since starting WW I have lost roughly 20 lbs. This makes 30 olbs total since December, where I was huge! Like, seriously. I have a pic...
Yea, that is me in the purple....pretty bad!
But this is a pic my boyfriend took of me the other day. It is candid, so once again not such a great pic, but honest!
30 pounds has made a huge difference. I cannot wait to get more off. I want to lose another 40 before I student teach in September. I think with it being Summer it will be a lot easier. By the way, that is my crazy kiddo on the horse. She keeps me on my toes, too.
So, I have run into a problem. I actually gained a pound last week and barely lost one in the past few weeks. Easter killed my diet. Ever since then I cannot get back on track. Yesterday and today was better. I give credit to my sis who is on it, too. Well, on her own diet, not WW. But, that has recharged something in me. I am also done with school so I am not distracted by final projects and chugging Monsters or Redbull until the wee hours of the night.
I am going to get back on this. I am going to start blogging again. I have 3.5 months to lose 40 pounds. Can I do it? Well, I sure am going to try!
I will be out of plus sizes!
I will not be the teacher who knocks stuff off of student's desks with her ass.
I will be getting pictures done with me girl on her 3rd bday.
I will feel great walking across the stage when i graduate.
I will feel beautiful up next to the "pretty ones" better known as my cousins during Christmas next year.
Goodbye Chubby Gal, Hello New Woman!
This is just for anyone who may be going through the same journey I am, losing weight and walking away all of the things I have been carrying in those pesky pounds. Feel free to leave comments, suggestions, or share your own story!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Not-so-Fat-Tuesday
So I am in the middle of my spring break this week, so I am taking on more tasks for my household. Most breaks I get I will get a lot done, scrubbing the walls up and down and hauling out bags of trash from each room. I love doing it because it is nice to have the house clean for a little while and I am in love with getting rid of junk!
However, this is my first Spring break with a 2 year old and she is BUSY! She attacks the cats, she attacks rolls of toilet paper, she screams like a banshee, etc etc....
So that has been the most of my day, chasing around a 2 year old and picking up scraps of cat and toilet paper and whatever else she can get her hands on while holding her down to wipe her face. I did manage to go to the store today, where I shopped for "diet food". Rather than cokes and chips and pizzas I picked up fresh produce, lean meats, light dairy, and anything else. I spent the afternoon figuring out the points and writing the values on the package, then later that night made a delicious lean meal with chicken breast, salad, roasted broccoli, and pasta salad (only 4 points a serving!). I am already noticing a difference in myself, even in just the few days. And, although I did take the BEST nap EVER this afternoon, I am still not as tired as I have been. I was a sloth there for a bit and always grumpy. Now I am finding myself getting organized again and just having more energy. I am also making myself go to bed early this week, too, rather than wasting time at night on the internet. I have 8 more weeks of the last semester before I student teach and I need to make sure I give it my best.
I forgot how great of a diet Weight Watchers is. It really is the best diet out there, especially since now fruits and most veggies are free. I am stuffing myself with those because they do not count, and am now falling back in love with them! I used to eat nothing but fruits and veggies when I was young and hit puberty and that went out the window!! I used to be so active, too, and I want to fall back in love with that, too. I am making a goal for myself. I want to be active again, especially as Emmerson is getting older and will be involved in activities in a few years. I miss it, honestly. I cannot wait for the sunshine to come back so I can spend more time outside with Emmerson. I am ready for morning walks to the park. I am also joining the Y with one of my best girlfriends. I cannot wait to smell the pool again and to catch my breath after laps.
However, this is my first Spring break with a 2 year old and she is BUSY! She attacks the cats, she attacks rolls of toilet paper, she screams like a banshee, etc etc....
So that has been the most of my day, chasing around a 2 year old and picking up scraps of cat and toilet paper and whatever else she can get her hands on while holding her down to wipe her face. I did manage to go to the store today, where I shopped for "diet food". Rather than cokes and chips and pizzas I picked up fresh produce, lean meats, light dairy, and anything else. I spent the afternoon figuring out the points and writing the values on the package, then later that night made a delicious lean meal with chicken breast, salad, roasted broccoli, and pasta salad (only 4 points a serving!). I am already noticing a difference in myself, even in just the few days. And, although I did take the BEST nap EVER this afternoon, I am still not as tired as I have been. I was a sloth there for a bit and always grumpy. Now I am finding myself getting organized again and just having more energy. I am also making myself go to bed early this week, too, rather than wasting time at night on the internet. I have 8 more weeks of the last semester before I student teach and I need to make sure I give it my best.
I forgot how great of a diet Weight Watchers is. It really is the best diet out there, especially since now fruits and most veggies are free. I am stuffing myself with those because they do not count, and am now falling back in love with them! I used to eat nothing but fruits and veggies when I was young and hit puberty and that went out the window!! I used to be so active, too, and I want to fall back in love with that, too. I am making a goal for myself. I want to be active again, especially as Emmerson is getting older and will be involved in activities in a few years. I miss it, honestly. I cannot wait for the sunshine to come back so I can spend more time outside with Emmerson. I am ready for morning walks to the park. I am also joining the Y with one of my best girlfriends. I cannot wait to smell the pool again and to catch my breath after laps.
Monday, March 7, 2011
The Big-inning
I have battled with dieting for so many years now. I have carb dieted, counted calories, and been on Weight Watchers so many times just since graduating high school. I have had success getting the weight off, sometimes 20 pounds and sometimes 40-50 pounds, but never did I keep it off, and I always managed to gain back a few extra.
At the beginning of 2011 I decided to go on a diet. I was ready because I was bigger than I had ever been, even when I was about to pop out my daughter, Emmerson. I worked out a lot, counted all of my calories, and watched the pounds come off. I ended up getting my tonsils out at the end of January and there were a couple weeks were I barely ate. I dropped a lot of weight then and was feeling great about myself when I got all heeled up. But, true to form, I was able to eat again, so I did....and gained most of my weight back.
My sister and her girlfriend joined Weight Watchers just over a month ago and one night we were all talking about how great it is. My mom decided she would support me in doing it, as long as I played secretary and helped her track points so that she could do it, too. The deal was, I would go to the meetings and bring home all of the goodies and information and help her with it, and she would pay for it. I have been wanted to go back on Weight Watchers for years now, but I cannot bring myself to pay for something like that when 40 bucks a month could buy diapers. But, my mom, who always supports me, is helping me out.
I went to my first meeting on Saturday and I told myself that this time it will be different. I began compiling a list of reasons why I need to take the weight off.
This is me now....
Me and one of my best friends in the world, Janon. I was even wearing Spanx...annnnd that was after losing the weight this year.
I know I will never be a supermodel or a size 0. I don't want to be, either. I just want to feel comfortable and fabulous. I want to be proud of myself rather than ashamed. From here on out, I will be. I am doing this not only for myself, but for my little girl, Emmerson, who will now have a confident mother walking by her side.
At the beginning of 2011 I decided to go on a diet. I was ready because I was bigger than I had ever been, even when I was about to pop out my daughter, Emmerson. I worked out a lot, counted all of my calories, and watched the pounds come off. I ended up getting my tonsils out at the end of January and there were a couple weeks were I barely ate. I dropped a lot of weight then and was feeling great about myself when I got all heeled up. But, true to form, I was able to eat again, so I did....and gained most of my weight back.
My sister and her girlfriend joined Weight Watchers just over a month ago and one night we were all talking about how great it is. My mom decided she would support me in doing it, as long as I played secretary and helped her track points so that she could do it, too. The deal was, I would go to the meetings and bring home all of the goodies and information and help her with it, and she would pay for it. I have been wanted to go back on Weight Watchers for years now, but I cannot bring myself to pay for something like that when 40 bucks a month could buy diapers. But, my mom, who always supports me, is helping me out.
I went to my first meeting on Saturday and I told myself that this time it will be different. I began compiling a list of reasons why I need to take the weight off.
- I can feel my stomach constantly. It is huge and flabby and droopy and NOTHING I wear conceals it. It has to go, soon.
- I cannot stand getting my picture taken now because I am scared of seeing it and getting that miserable feeling where I hate myself for days because of how I look.
- I student teach (FINALLY) in the Fall and I want to feel my best while I do it.
- I can feel my CHIN on my neck. Seriously....that is gross.
- I know that I can feel and look good, this fat is just covering all of that up.
- I am involved in 3 weddings in the next year and a half and I have to look better than the brides, duh! ;)
- When I see people out somewhere I hide my face so the don't notice me. Not because I do not want to chit chat because I find any excuse for a long conversation. I hide because I am ashamed of myself. I do not like how I look, and though I was never thin and gorgeous, I let a lot of myself go and I want that back.
This is me now....
Me and one of my best friends in the world, Janon. I was even wearing Spanx...annnnd that was after losing the weight this year.
I know I will never be a supermodel or a size 0. I don't want to be, either. I just want to feel comfortable and fabulous. I want to be proud of myself rather than ashamed. From here on out, I will be. I am doing this not only for myself, but for my little girl, Emmerson, who will now have a confident mother walking by her side.
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